RIP Fernando Poe Jr. take care manong.. "FPJ" think was my great great uncle. or partially my GREAT grandfather. but ya.. everyone's thinking of you manong...

You are who you are for a reason
You're part of an intricate plan
You're a precious and perfect unique design
Called God's special woman or man

You look like you look for a reason
Our God made no mistake
He knit you together within the womb
You're just what he wanted to make

The parents you had were the ones he chose
And no matter how you may feel
They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind
And they bear the Master's seal

No, that trauma you faced was not easy
And God wept that it hurt you so
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into this likenes you'd grow

You are who you are for a reason
You've been formed by the Master's rod
You are who you are, beloved
Because there is a God!
-Day 2 in THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE by:Russel Kelfer

12.24.2004

I edited... Merry Christmas Everyone

here's a *collage* i made.. theme: MC 2004-2005... tell me what ya guys think....

here is alil story... and its called "Camera"

once upon a time there were two peepz..

....And they made funny faces.......       

Adrian got a good idea to capture these moments.......

                                       Inez agreed!!

 Inez was way kool about the idea and looked pimped out

....while Adrian looked like an idiot.....

adrian decided to point to the sky.but got scared

 Inez was HELLA kool and touched...

... adrian tried to scare inez..... BUT.....

                      Inez just got cross eyed.....

Finally.....

 adrian just decided to chill and relax wit everyone....

               & so did inez.....

They took one last crazy pic.... which finally ended there story.....

THE END

Im not really gonna start to blog.. BLAH BLAH i know i ended this, but i stole sumtin from TINA and it seems like a pretty good/fun thing to do! shpanks TINA!

RULES: Write a statement intended for 10 different people. NEVER TELL which one is for who.

1) Hey you, we have been through SOOO much together its crazy. From the first day we met, i still rememeber the first words that came out of your mouth, and it was a question rather than a hi haha. But it is true how we drifted away from each other and everything has changed but we are still the BEST, i wouldnt be where i am if it wasnt for you! i hecka mecka love you like crazy and miss you every single freakin DAY. I want only the absolute best for you! okie?!?! let's have more talks till 6.. okie?? haha

2) Hey you shanky ass whore bitch!!! ahahahaha!! damn we play too damn much. doode crazy. never gone a day without laughing like stupid asses. But i just wanna thank you for being that crazy ass friend that i can turn to and instantly laugh without u or i ever saying a word. DOODE our lil skit is that SHIIAT! but my point is that i never mention enough how much you're the greatest to me. i give u a high five.. cause yur so damn weird..I LOVE IT! you love it?? i LOVE IT! haha love you bitch....

3) I had a crazy ass dream about me trying to beat you at your own game and guess what? I LOST OF COURSE!!!!! and that dream symbolized me trying to forget all about you.. cause in that time u made me miserable.. and at this point still.. i still feel inferior and stuff to you. But i had a dream again.. we were playin yur game.. and i won.. You told me i won.. and i guess since i won.. i guess all is forgotten.. im out of yur life now. But i wanna thank you for everything.. yur freakin family no matter wat. jus take care of yurself and remember im always here....

4) Crazy other!! why do people think wen we argue its like some crazy fight thing? i dont understand! but its just talkin right?!?! haha thats why me and u are bro and sis TIGHT LIKE WOW!!! i love you por reallio! shpanks por everything and just wanted to say yur the greatest.. yur my mom hahaha i love u!!!!! okie.. i see u everyday.. soo i shall tell u more later haha

5) I think you look hella good.. i see u at church.. i was just at yur house.. yur hella welcoming! i like yur personality.. yur bro is my GOD bro.. we've gotten alil closer.. but still at that aquaintance stage.. i see u on sundays and whenever. your fam and my fam are close.. okie.. haha

6) This beat is, automatic, supersonic, hypnotiq, funky fresh! work my body, so melodic this beat goes right through my chest.. haha I got it right!!! nuff said...

7) Hey u diatry BIATCH!!! damnit given me info on all this SHIIAT haha yea.. but all G. i officially think of you as my bro haha i think cause i drive u around after but i dont care as long as u pay up im koo haha. but your hella tight.. hella open and HELLA HELLA crazy ass mofo. yur the shizznit and its crazy.. u always say.. i love you man!.. imma just give u props on that hahah OO P.S. u cant crunk for yur life!

8) Circles, goodies, 1,2 step, crunk, do the poala?? your crazy WW haha im sure u got this.. but just wanted to say your a kick ass friend with a laugh that is too damn contagious HEHEHE anyone can tell its you! haha i would do more.. but apparently u did air .. and made more air.. u and Lsseffeehhhasssahhssff haha her name is in there.. okie.. crunk on and keep doin that poala!!!!

9) You two are the craziest biitches ever. yur names are hella together that we call u two as one name. but just so damn crazy.. enough said...

10) U scream like a girl being raped wen u win! damnit!! hahaha MUHAHAHA and ANO haha filll in the real name.. damn.. AHHHH!!! hella funny though... AHHHH!!! thats hella scary if u reall think about it.. muhaha.. OO shpanks for the bahay haha

okie.. once in a life time thing... time to end.. enjoy payce out shiiat biatch

My essay got me into a writing mood.. and i think this is a good way to end things here, story written by me.. and im writing as i go. this is from the top of my head.. so here goes::

Both of them walked carelessly to the end of the path to find themselves looking at the sunset slowly falling into the water. The guy and the girl were never together as something but just as friends whom they have known for quite sometime. As they both walked to the end, silence was amongst them, a never ending silence that had never been. They got to the end and sat by each other with the silence still there. The silence was finally broken by the guy who said he was tired. Insisting, the girl let the guy rest his head on her lap as they did numerous times in the past, more times her head on his lap. Both watched carelessly as the sun took its final steps into the water. The girl began the conversation asking the guy about the many memories that they both had. They guy agreed with her and also talked about the numerous memories they both shared. But the one thing that the guy always reminded the girl about was how he was always there for her and she always there for him. How they both always talked and laughed and never let a single moment go by. The guy began to cry on the girls lap rememebering the many memories that they had. The girl also began to cry as her tears gently fell on the guys cheeks. They shared many tears as well. The sun drew closer to the water. The girl then said, "Without these memories, i wouldnt be who i am today. I thank GOD each day for someone like you. My Best Friend. I remember yur smile, your eyes, yur hug, your smell, and especially your love u gave to me. You saw me wen i was invisible to everyone and still where there for me till the end. Never forget US, never forget those memories, never forget me......." As she said this the sun took its final dip into the water. She kissed the boys head who still was sleeping on her lap. They both stayed there for countless hours. and both fell asleep. The girl finally woke up and saw the boy still lying on her lap so peaceful.. She tried to wake the boy up.. but couldn't... his still body lay on her lap... so cold.. so sad... She finally knew what happened.. she cried and cried for her friend... her friend, now gone.. lay silently on her lap with his still warm tears settling on her lap and her tears still warm on his face... She stopped crying.. kissed the boy one last time.. and both sat at the edge of the path, looking at the water keeping there promise to stay with each other forever........." The End......

...... This puts an END to my xanga......

........ Bye Everyone......